I think this is something I must brush up on. Because it has been bothering me for quite a long time. So as you know I have many friends. The majority are women. Now you would think that being around so many women that I have had many girlfriends right?!? WRONG. In fact I dont date to much. I am an old school romantic and only date someone whom I really feel strongly for. Secondly I have never been a person whom like others just ask someone out. I usually take my time with someone and become close. When I feel the moment is right then I make the move. I think this approach has always been my ultimate downfall. I am labeled as a nice guy for some reason. People entrust me with their secrets, they tell me everything, from their own thoughts, feelings ,and anything you think of. I hear things from ladies that most guys will never hear. Usually its only gay guys or married men whom would hear this kind of info, but I have the pleasure of being able to hear these things. Now as much advantage as that gives me because I know women well and I know how they work I still fail. I’m not a closer. I can sweep them off their feet and everything but then end up getting put in that zone no guy wants to be put in. Now I not mad at that. But I have my needs. I look around and see love everywhere. I want to give my love to someone I care about. But every time I try with someone I desire it never works out. Is it me or them or both? I think its may be a thought of being afraid. People thank me from the bottom of their hearts because im part of their life. I am that person who will stick with you no matter what. Im the person you can turn to talk to when you need it. But when I feel the need to go more then just friends it never happens. I think a part of it as i said before is their afraid. Because if it doenst work out then they might lose me as a friend. Let me put this out their now to any lady I may be trying to win over. You will never lose me. I am never the one to end a beautiful friendship over something foolish as a break up. Unless you violated my trust for instance cheat on me, then we have a problem. Yes I may be heart broken, but I will recover. I dont stay angry for long, its never been in me to do that. I will still stand by your side no matter what, why because I care. Countless times I keep trying and ending up with the same results. But I think its time you take your chance on me, because if you do. I promise to make your life the best ever. I will give you nothing but my heart and love. so dont be afraid because I am never going anywhere. I’m always there for you
